22/4, morning

No period. No blood at all in the panties. Not the slightest of blood shocks. Only a complete shock of dryness. But my stomach is shocked. I can no longer stand upright, nor sit down, everything really hurts. Mum is worried. Dad is worried. I'm worried, and think if I'm dying? Die before I reach womanhood. Just like that. Lord how baffling. That close to the goal post, and then suddenly just to die. We are going to hospital now. Perhaps I shall be put down now.